A good way to interpret it. Your understanding that it was best for Ben to go first, makes sense. It also echoes one of my concerns—I must die first. I can’t drive since I lost part of my eyesight to glaucoma. We live in an isolated area with no services nearby. I’ve had health issues you know about. If my wife, who is also my driver, my accountant, and my constant companion and caregiver, were to die before me what would I do (besides joining you in grieving such a terrible loss)? I know I would be lost.